Take me back to days of relaxation. When the only thing I was stressing over was school, and that was even barely compared to how it is now. I just want to enjoy my life and not be constantly stressing over one thing or the other. I know shouldn’t be perfect but I wish I could still be able to feel like myself and be that optimistic person I once was. I feel like I’m constantly battling myself and maybe it’s all normal to be growing up this way but I feel like I’m more sad these past two years than I ever was throughout my whole life. Is that crazy? Maybe. Maybe I am just crazy.